Current Mood: Lonely.
Its 9:59 p.m. and I am currently in the middle of getting myself to sleep so that I can wake up at 6:00 a.m. so that I can get to the office for my first ever staff meeting. 20 and attending my first official staff meeting, not exactly where I would of placed myself last year at this time. Thankful to have a job, yes. Just....despondent? In a strange mood that involved me wanting to be suffocated by my yellow blankie and cowboy blankie..of course with green bunnie close by...
I imagine myself at school with everyone who completes me. Maybe hanging out at Haley's just crafting, watching HGTV or just enjoying each others company...something that we do best. And of course getting a good dinner in there. Maybe driving around with Allison after a long day and just figuring out exactly what is happening and why it is happening in our lives, and having some of the most intellectual conversations that I could ever comfortably hold (and of course checking on the nuggs.) I basically live at Robin's hanging out with her, Emily and Stephanie...maybe talking about the previous night, trying to put all the pieces together, looking at pictures, picking on each other or just talking. Being the best friends that I am so lucky to have. If not found in the apartment, trekking around Nac in our cars, then we might just be on the roof. All while Mallori, Rachel and the zoo are running around the house..there is always something going on. On the weekends you could find me hanging out casually with the above listed people or at the Sigma Chi house or at our home away from home, Shack. Making friends, seeing old friends and dancing the night away in our happy place.
All of these places sound so good right now. I would give anything to be in my car in Nac or on my way to Nac, but I know that Dallas is okay for now. This is just what I would really appreciate magically happening right now...where is my Genie?
Going to do a few sudoku before I go to sleep so that I can set 45 alarms for myself for my staff meeting (I will let you know how it goes, of course!)
Upbeat song: Hey Soul Sister- Train
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